Unlucky girl

It's 6:47 am . A new day has got entered in life . Instead of feeling happy ,it's one more bad day of life . It's time out of my favour . Yeah, I am experiencing this time n feeling bad as much as I can !! The intense feelings n need of him is reason of it . Having love feelings is beautiful but it's worst to feel alone . It's more hell to have such day in life . I m dying day by day . I am feeling like m having so many flaws . That's y, the one who wanted to wake up watching me , doesn't want even a video call today  . Love is good at starting . But it shows it's real color with time . There is no "ctrl+z" in life . .... most of time ,it comes to my mind , he wants freedom frm this relation but can't initiate it Bcz it is  he who made promise to be with me till end . But that was time when he was happy . Not now he is !! I am in Delima. Either I shud improve relation or shud free him from it . I can't watch him unhappy. Everyday ... I...